The process of leaving

I tried speaking to my baby's dad about the last few years of treatment being wrong. With no apologies or acknowledgement. When our baby came I totally changed how I view myself and life, I want to better myself and be treated right which means with respect. I've always been accused of cheating and he's always had a go at me so I have decided to leave and I'm now in the process of finding a new home, I don't want to but I know it's the right thing. Even trying to tell him that we're supposed to meet in the middle goes over his head 🗣️ trying to explain he can't go off on one so cruel and then hug a few hours later after he feels like it. It's been a rollercoaster over the years and he says we are just in a dip after the baby. It's not true but I really wish it was 😭🥺💔 I'll miss him immensely! But he just can't even keep peace without arguing with me for a day