Mom guilt 😓❤️‍🩹- going on vacation 🏝️ ☀️

Having terrible guilt for leaving’s my toddler behind and going on an adult vacation with my in-laws! Although all his favourite cousins will be staying over and there’s ‘no limit’ to how much fun he would be having without “mummy rules” especially during the day - I think I’m mostly dreading the nights he’ll be without me, and frequent wakes for reassurance and affection😥 Also breaks my heart to know I can’t really FaceTime him, because then he’ll be upset. And that itself will be enough for my holiday vibe to come to an end. But then how can I not?😓 knowing everyone else will be talking to their kids because their older and understand being away from their parents… Trying to convince myself this is only just temporarily and I’ll definitely be taking him on a holiday to make up for it! The bond me and my boy hold is something else❤️ and we both feel connections when we’re apart which sometimes can majorly affect our daily routine. Is this normal for anyone else child to feel this way? I just cannot put my mind at ease without overthinking too much.