Pregnancy anxiety anyone?

Anyone have extreme pregnancy anxiety? I’m 19 weeks and I’ve been anxious throughout the pregnancy hoping I’ll make it to the next trimester and now that I’m in my second it’s a whole other anxiety like for the past few days I keep coming across videos of ppl having stillborns at 20 weeks and I’m so so scared 😭 and it doesn’t help that doctor appointments are set so far apart so I can’t get an ultrasound and have the relief that my baby is okay. I just hate this so much and I’ve been so obsessive over this idk how to stop and when it will stop!!