I’m so sorry to hear this! I’m fairly certain that some hospital trusts can provide a birthing partner for those in need. It’s worth asking your midwife if it’s something your trust provides and something you think you’d like.
Sorry this sounds difficult. For my first birth though when my labour progressed, my midwife was with me for a large portion of the time! When you’re near delivery I’m sure there has to be two aswell! She was actually more helpful and practical as she knew what to do, other than my husband who was trying to be helpful but wasn’t sure how to be! 😂 when you get admitted to hospital I’d ask if they can be mindful you’re on your own and I’m sure they’ll be more than happy to spend as much time with you as they can! I guess they can’t really plan ahead due to staffing but your community midwife might be able to pop it in your notes? X
Sorry, that must be so difficult. Not sure if it could be an option but what about hiring a doula?
I'm so sorry to read this, I have never been through labour alone, but I would personally suggest talking to your midwife about it as she may be able to request a midwife to be with you during it or even just have some reassuring helpful advice for you. In my experience, once you're in labour, the midwife/midwives in the room are so lovely and supportive and I absolutely think you can do it alone. Sorry I can't be more helpful! ❤️