Honestly Fuck everything

I'm so fucking done I have had a hell of a week with my son with him running off not listening punching hitting, kicking and biting me as and just constant nagging saying have it have it have it and the not listening he was doing it today when I was paying for food at my food shop and my card declined so I have to dig through my bags to try and find loose change to try and pay for it It was really busy my pram waa in the way my son was running off and nagging and I just said just shut up for a minute and then some rude as women goes around going he's only talking in a shouting bitchy tone then starts making other comments at me which I just scowl at her like mind your own fucking business it's so infuriating I've only just gained the confidence to go outside of my house again and now it's just been knocked back I just hate people and because I live in a small town it's probably going to be plastered all over the groups saying I'm abusive when all I did was asking to shut up because I was scrambling to find money for the food shop