Almost single
I've been with my husband for 10 years this November. I had all the red flags I saw all the warnings and I did everything I could to be what ever this man wanted have literally drained myself for this man and we don't sleep in the same room anymore. He'd rather watch porn the put any effort into being with me we have 4 know da together, I'm not over weight I'm constantly working out and he wants nothing to do with me. I've also repeatedly told him porn is a huge no there should never be a need for it or a want or any excuse and he knows how I feel. If he wants to lust after another woman online then I'm gone, only problem is it's so expensive I can't leave we're literally stuck with each other because we can't do it with our one another. I homeschool because neither of us want them in public, I'm in school so some day I can have a career. WTF do I do at this point.
He's always talked bad about me to everyone around him, he's let crack heads he has working for him come into our home and verbally assault me while the kids are home and my husband is laughing while it's happening(long story) he would try talking to his ex every second he could when we first got together. I have never been good enough. At our reception I was very early pregnant I didn't want one guest at the reception because she was mean and angry that we were getting married he let her come anyway just to spite me. It goes on and on covid hot I was having our last babe and I said no one was allowed to hold her and I wanted the birth quite with just him and me, he went behind my back told everyone treated me like shit I'm just so tired and I'm so hurt that the one person I would of done anything and everything for hates me this much