I feel you. I’m in the same boat, I went back to work two months ago and I can’t shake up the feeling that i should be spending time with my little one. I think it gets better with time.
Aw I have been back at work since November 😢 You got this though, it gets a little easier after a couple weeks! Enjoy all the after work cuddles
It gets easier my first day was a hot mess. But I always remind myself that this job is FOR them so I can provide the life they deserve and that helps me.