Children

Does anyone else feel alone in parenthood? I don’t see many people other than those in my household, we have family around but we don’t see them much and certainly don’t have help with our children. I’m starting to feel a little jealous of all the people who have so much help with children, those who get days/nights off to recharge. I adore my kids and I love been around them, but a night off once in a while with my other half would be nice, or even a day to get my cleaning done without a little human trashing it again right behind me 😂 just having one of those days I think. Feeling guilty for even thinking like this, it’s so much harder when your children are on the spectrum, my middle has adhd and suspected mild autism and my youngest is autistic and non verbal, I don’t have any mum friends, I have old friends but I don’t see them anymore, it’s just me and mine, my partner still sees his friends a lot and has evenings out with them , hobbies etc but I don’t have anyone to do those things with.