Will God forgive me for this

Yes, but you need to come clean to your husband and talk about your marriage and take ownership. And that isn’t “emotionally cheating” It is cheating. It is adultery. You have to take accountability or there will be no healing between either of you. And if you are lying to God even on the sin, then you aren’t properly seeking forgiveness. Pray to God to really open your heart and speak fully honestly on the matter. And it is easier said than done. But I am one who has talked to my husband and told him even when I noticed that I found myself feeling good in a way that I didn’t think was pure when a man complimented me. And we talked about it and we prayed on it immediately. When I found that I was seeking out male attention. I told my husband and we prayed on it and figured out what the driving issue was. But I couldn’t find healing until we talked about it together and I was honest about my pride and my insecurity and need for validation. So please do the same. Be honest

Thank you but the only thing I didn’t understand is lying to God? How am I lying to God, he knows everything, even how I can’t come to tell him.

U can tell him and 1 day with God's help u will. 🙏 I am praying for you sis the truth will always set u free nothing is hidden from God and he always brings it to the surface it is better to tell then to be found out

By not saying the full truth. Like you’re trying to keep it hidden. As you just said, He knows all. So go ahead and go to him openly. And follow her suggestions on discussing this with your hubby & you guys seek help TOGETHER. :)

@Sarah So much truth in what Sarah just said.

It's is never fun confession but, your hubby has probably been wondering in his thoughts as well girl no offense were are usually both unfaithful not just 1 stay humble and stay faithful Jesus is near

If you aren’t honest in your heart about what this was… calling it “emotionally cheating” as opposed to what it actually is, then you haven’t sought forgiveness fully from God through honest repentance. And if you are not willing to tell your husband, then this problem will likely occur again in different ways because you are not getting to the root of the issue. The lie will eat at you and eventually tempt you to do it again or to slip back in. Not only that… but you have also caused those other men to sin as well. Look at what God did to the rulers who took Sarah in when Abraham had her lie. Because they were trying to be involved with a married woman, God punished them. This sin goes beyond just you. It affects your husband, yourself, those men…and potentially many more depending on their situations. Sin stretches very far. So it’s very important you understand that this isn’t a sin you should just keep to yourself. David tried to cover his sin with Bathsheba, God made it open.

Very wisely said