Emotional week as an SMBC TTC

Hi! I’m new to the group and so happy to find this app! I’ve had a tough week where doing this on my own has felt more challenging than usual. I had a chemical pregnancy this week (my first pregnancy after 5 IUIs). I knew my HCG was low so I hadn’t really gotten my hopes up, but it’s still been an emotional roller coaster. My mom and sister have been supportive, but I think it’s hard for them to relate to what this is like. I was super emotional (hormonal?) on Friday and just couldn’t get out of it. Its the first time I’ve felt like it’d be nice to have a partner in this with me. I’m on the upswing of the emotions now, ready to move onto my next cycle. But unfortunately my doctor wants me to take October off and wait until November to go again. Trying to get pregnant is such a test of patience! Just sending out my support and positive thoughts to everyone in this group - especially if you’re feeling a little lonely right now! ♥️