Hi there. I totally get you. I’ve realized that in myself too at one point but later decided I actually do like being alone. On days when I need more interaction I’d go to mom meet ups but honestly felt worse bc I couldn’t relate to those moms. I actually found more comfort in meeting friends who were dealing with the same personal issues. Instead of focusing on moms, try focusing on your feelings of anxiety. Find a meet up around that and build friends who are working through that. One might be a mom. You’ll feel more understood I think
Sending you an enormous hug. When the baby comes it will be world changing. Definitely tough it it’s own new ways, and isolating sometimes too. Once my littles started daycare, that opened up a cool new world of meeting other folks organically and without a ton of effort