Almost 4 years…

I can’t believe it’s almost been 4 years. January 20. I try to do something intentional every year on her birthday (I lost her the day she was born) even if it’s just staying home and laying in bed. What should I do for her 4th birthday? My mom always asks if I want her to join me but I never know how I’m going to feel until I wake up that morning. Man, I just miss my angel Ella. I wish I could hold her again ❤️
Like
Share Mobile
Share
  • Share

Show your support

I'm so sorry for your loss 🩷. I don't think you necessarily need to plan how you will mark it, as I feel this puts pressure on yourself. Even if it's just you going for a quiet walk, listening to music and reflecting, that is still you remembering your beautiful baby xx

@Rebecca good point. I suppose I’ll just wait for the day and see how I’m feeling ❤️

I am so sorry you lost your sweet Ella.😞 I agree with Rebecca. Just do what feels right on that day, and if you want to stay in bed all day that’s okay. You were in bed with her on that day 4 years ago so that in itself is a beautiful way to remember her. Sending love 💕

Read more on Peanut
Trending in our community