Shame..

I'm in a toxic living situation with my family. Was evicted from my apt, car totaled, have to stay with my family in a small hotel.. My mom and brother bxtch every second they get. My son has autism he's 5 and I try my best with him. I'll buy food for the house but I can't touch or eat certain things even though I bought it.. There's more but I won't bore you.. I've called shelters and asked if they provide free childcare, they had no answer and I asked if I would still be able to go to nursingnachool they had no answer so that's out. I feel shame bc I'm 33 and I'm struggling. I'm not a kid so I feel I shouldn't be struggling. I'm in school and I'm trying my best but my mom keeps throwing it up in my face that I had my kids...deal with it. I planed to leave when I get my taxes but what's a healthy adult mindset to have in my situation.?

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I'm 32 living with my parents again. Its really difficult 😕 I completely understand my moms a B...each. I've been looking for a job since I moved in and they act like I'm not. Wish we lived closer :( id help so you could go to school. Thats what I did for my sister

You’re not alone… I’m in my 30s with 3 kids. They got put out of daycare and I have no transportation to find a decent paying job. While I’m struggling to keep my oldest in school. I’m in school myself and should almost be done and hope to get my life back on track. Just take this all as a life experience and it gets better. Nursing is a great field and I’m sure once you finish you will too be on the path for success. Hang in there and sending positive thoughts your way.

Thanks yall. I always feel like a child when I'm at home. When they gang up on me I feel toxic.

@Breanna what are u in school for ? What do you mean by take it as life experience?

@Andrea lolol I see what you did there B...each 😆

Lol!

I’m in school for accounting in hopes I could find a job to do at home. But I mean nothing bad, once you get through this rough patch you can look back and see you made it.

What city and state!??

Things are so hard these days and on top of that you are probably having to put alot of energy into your autistic son! You are doing amazing being in school. Try to avoid altercations as much as you can until you can step where you need to go. You are doing an amazing job.

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