Rant needed…

So, I feel as though I’m always in this stuck feeling of depression. And it just won’t go away. I have moments of feeling Iike I have everything together but I don’t and at home I feel so lonely even though my boyfriend is right here and then I also have moments where I’m like am I being good enough as a mother! Or am I doing enough. I currently am in a state where I’m slowly losing it (we’ll have been for awhile)… I would love a mom friend who maybe want to text, talk, meet up.