Feeling alone

Hi I am 8 weeks pregnant. I never thought that I would feel so alone during my pregnancy. I need cuddles; I need to be held, but the baby's father is not a cuddler. Honestly, I don't know how he got me pregnant. He has no sex drive. I also have a broken heart. It's a long story. I wish I had someone I could vent to. I might have made a mistake by having this pregnancy.