Cheating 1m pp

I was 1 month pp when I found his secret Snapchat dating back half a year. I’m nearly 5 months pp and I’m still with him for a million reasons under the sun (baby & house mainly) but I’m so so miserable. I don’t feel loved. I don’t feel wanted. He lies to my face says it wasn’t him all that shit like I’m some sort of idiot but I KNOW. And the fact he cant even be honest hurts so much. I’m so fucking miserable and I don’t have anyone to talk to about it. I loved him so much I trusted him. I don’t get it.
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I found out at three months post partum that my bd was messaging other women and had multiple subscriptions to porn on many different apps. I left the state because he was my only support where he lives. He’s now taking me to court for custody. I sometimes wonder what would’ve happened if I stayed but I know that wasn’t what was good for me or baby. You don’t deserve that, or to be treated that way. It never stops or gets better. I’m sorry you’re going through this.

@Lillie I don’t want her to be taken from me for a week or so at a time because of HIS mistake, I don’t want to be punished for being a loving partner and good mum, so I’ll put up with him for now. When she’s older I guess I’ll have to reassess but for now I just kind of function like he’s not there and focus on my daughter

I totally understand that

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