Never thought I would feel this way

Currently 11:57 pm and i'm just on my phone, couldn't sleep and I started thinking again how I lost most of my "friends" over the years... The only friends I have left lives in a different state. Becoming a mom is the biggest blessing ever and I am very happy and grateful with the life and family that I have but girl.... It can get very lonely sometimes and it kind of got into my head like is there something wrong with me? Lol! I just know that becoming a Mom made my time so much more precious! I just need people who can relate with at this point of my life, whom I can talk about how our kids are, family, and life, have playdates and just be friends with no petty drama because i'm too old for that!😆