Missing bedtime for the first time
Sorry, this is really stupid but I just need to talk... for the first time I'm missing my LO's bedtime. I'm stuck in hospital because the Drs are keeping me here for tests and stuff and I won't be home for her bedtime for the first time ever. My heart is so heavy right now. I barely spent any time with her today because I left the house at 9 and then only came home for 15mins and then had to leave again.
I know I need to care for my health so I can be there for her but I feel like someone is ripping my chest open.
I miss my baby so much and I don't want her to think I left her 😭
I'm just sat here in the waiting room crying... my husband can't even bring her because the traffic is mental and it'll take ages and I don't want her coming to hospital and be exposed to everything here for no reason. I just wanna scream 😭
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Thank you. She's gone to sleep now and I'm just watching her on the camera 🥹 think i might kick my husband off to the couch and have her sleep in bed with me tonight, if I get to go home.
Aww yes, you do what you need to to get you through 🥰😘😘. Sending love ❤️
I'm home now and got to hold my baby 🥹 I've decided to take tomorrow off work to allow me to spend time with her. Thank you so much for your kind support. You're so kind 💕 I felt so sad and Vulnerable. So glad to be with my baby now 🥹
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She will be fine. She has her daddy. It is sooooo hard isn't it. I didn't leave my first until he was 2 years old and only left him because I was having a c section with my second and had no option. It was such a mix of emotions. My heart ached for my eldest and I was crying a lot but then I would look at the crib next to the bed and see my newborn and feel really happy. It just made me realise how I just wasn't ready to leave them at all. They won't even remember this when they are older and when you get back it will be like you never left. Try not to worry. She really will be ok xxx