@Mou are you the absolute trooper with the twins? I think we've crossed paths on here a couple of times. I find as soon as my son's asleep I just feel so much love. And the second he's awake he's doing my head in 🤦🏻😂 he's in the screamy/tantrummy/ clingy stage and entering leap 10 so I know it's temporary but oh it's tiring when you're just on edge waiting for the next fit of rage over nothing 😂😂 then I see people like you have it twofold. Absolute props to you and good for you acknowledging your feelings :)
Becoming a mother gave me the balls I needed to go no contact with my family and whilst it’s been a heartache it’s also one of the best decisions I’ve made in my life and I’m much better off for it, as are my husband and little boy Our LB has also started walking now! Which is strange to see but loving it all the same ☺️🤍
I am in very tough stage where my bub don't sleep at all at night. He sleeps at 8pm and till 12 AM , he is fine. Post that , he screams out loud every half hour and I am so exhausted. Sometimes I feel like saying I hate him. But I actually love him and wants to snuggle him all day long. I am in toughest phase. I am sleep deprived for more than a year.
I am in a really tough stage of motherhood atm tbh, I realised I actually love my girls so much, individually like when ones wakes up 30 mins before the others and I see how sweet and cool they are... but when I have them altogether I just don't notice how much I enjoy them because I am so overstimulated and stressed.