It’s just so defeating… it just makes everything else seem so much worse. I’ve gone from being the happiest I’ve been with everything ahead of me my little family finally growing to feeling like the chance of children is just so far away. Logically I know this isn’t the end and positively I keep telling myself it will happen. But the last couple of days that’s just got harder and harder x
When your baby comes you’ll be glad it was that exact sperm and egg combo! I know with my first I feel that way so trying to tell myself it’s just not the time for our ‘right’ baby yet.
I keep telling myself that… I’m just so impatient and the world makes it seem like 1 slip up and you’ll be pregnant then when you actually start trying you realise that’s a load of bull for most people and it’s soo frustrating. My time will come though I’m sure. Just need to get my head round my life plan changing xx
Definitely not alone. I just got my second period and feel so sad too. We tried last month and I knew my body wasn’t quite right yet (I had some bleeding at the time of ovulation). But I was still so hopeful. It’s the constant hope and disappointment. Xx