My mom died 8 years ago. I know how you feel 💔 I was doing better but having my baby has brought back lots of grief in full force
I lost my dad a little over a year ago (I still have my mom, but I’ve always been closer to my dad), and some days I just have to have a crying session. Think of the good things & hang photos of her around your house! It’s really hard not having a parent to talk to all while being a parent. I have a photo of my dad right above my baby’s bassinet, and even though my baby never got to meet him, he still stares at the photo & I tell him stories about my dad. I don’t want to say don’t cry because grief is grief, but don’t let it take over each of your days because she wouldn’t want you to cry every day. 🥺💕 Just try to remember the good times! Sometimes my story telling results in me crying with a smile over a happy memory.
It’s a good thing to cry, cry as long as you want because one day it might get easier to bear with the loss and then when you remember instead of crying you might just smile.