Same here. I feel like I’ll never be the same person again. I stopped listening to music - it used to be such a big part of who I am - cos I don’t know who I am anymore.
I'm in the same boat. I've been lost since my 3rd and last child almost 6 yrs ago.
I'm right there with you mama. My son is 9 months old and I feel like I will never find myself again. You are not alone.