I’m sorry you’re feeling this way 💞 You’re more than enough and your children love you beyond compare. Are you able to have some help from family or friends? If not look into dulas or postpartum help within the community, it’s a big load and should not be taken lightly. You got this and remember to take moments for yourself. 💞
I completely agree, I went through this and I still do constantly... it's hard it honestly is especially when you feel like you have nobody who understands/cares about you... I keep going for my daughter tbh she's my motivation to be around and give her the best I can
I'm so sorry you're going through this. It's hard to feel any comfort when feeling this way. But obviously it's the time you need the most love. Does your boyfriend know you are feeling this low? Maybe try talking to him about it. So he knows what you need from him. Have you thought of therapy? For PTSD there's this amazing kind that I found so helpful - CPT. Working on this with a therapist can be a game changer. Medication can help too. Having people that love you just listen is important too. Our brains trick is into thinking everyone's better off without us. But it just not true. Please don't treat a temporary problem with a permanent solution ❤️ sending big hugs to you!
You are exactly what your kids need. Therapy has been my saving grace. There are so many ways to access it now. I do mine virtually because I am a single mom and finding the time was very difficult. Here to listen if that helps 💜