I just want to be understood!!!
For the past two days, I’ve been feeling like my life has been in a constant loop. I’m a SAHM and ima be honest I haven’t had a moment just to decompress and find myself. For the past 2 years I’ve lost my identity and neglected myself because of it. I’m not looking for pity, I just want to be understood. I’ve tried expressing myself to my husband and mom, but they’re both saying that I’m not mentally ready to take on a job and juggle tasks. Mainly my mom is being an ass, not much of my husband, but dang it ! I just want to feel like a human again.
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You will find yourself in due time. It was the same for me, didn't actually fully click till he went to 3K and I had free time again that I realized the extent. You got this take it day by day. Even if that's starting with something small like trying a new hobby.
I feel like this too. My husband been out of work since April and now at home all time and I feel like I have no time for myself. No peace and quite. I feel like I've lost my identity too. I don't ride my horses anymore, they've been sat in field for 6 years doing sod all. I just don't know how to navigate my life with 6 kids to fit it all in and feel guilty if I go have any time for myself shopping without him being with me 24.7. Your not alone xx big hugs.
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My baby is around the same age, it has been the exact same for me. I lost myself in being a mom but I’m slowly finding my way back. You got this!