I totally understand, I was having that same feeling. My numbers where good but recently anything makes it go up 🥲
Literally in the same situation right now. Donno what to eat anymore. My fasting numbers are all over the place. The doctor gave me so much guilt trip and put me on bed time insulin for my fasting numbers. But what i figured: - take at least 10 minutes walk after meals - eating the carbs last ( loading myself with veggies and protein first ) - especially for fasting numbers couple of stressless good night sleeps really helps.
Something that works for me hopefully it will work for you too if I feel like I’m eating something not so great (especially with thanksgiving coming up) I drink 2 bottles of water and take a walk around the block after the meal and before I do my finger pricks and it usually keeps my numbers low, I hope this helps hang in there mama you got this!