PP depression

Hey ladies. I’ve recently been diagnosed with PPD. This isn’t a pitty party nor am I looking sympathy as I’m sure there is soo many other mummy’s in same position as me. I’m definitely not someone to talk about my feelings as im a very strong person. I’ve never felt so low in my life like I’m in a dark hole and I can’t escape it is probably the only way to describe it. There has been a lot going on in my life the past three months with my in laws and husband and this has definitely played a role in this. I’ve explained to my husband 16373 times how I feel and he needs to be very carful with my feelings because I often think he pushes me deeper into the dark hole. Has anyone else experience this? Their husband not being the support system they need? How did you change this? Or what did you do. I just feel like I need a little bit of advice x