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I'm struggling so bad with no body to talk to. I've tried to write it out to myself to release it and I just cannot get rid of this feeling. I feel like no one's ever gonna understand this depression and I feel so worthless as a mom and a fiance. all I do is lay around all day trying my best to take care of my baby, and even then I find it hard to find the motivation to get up and do want I need to do. I haven't cleaned in so long. I'm literally drowning over here and I just keep getting told I need to get a full time job again (which means I'll lose wic too and her forumla is 60$ for 14oz can). there's just so much all piled into one right now I genuinely cannot take it anymore. it doesn't matter how much I express that I'm not okay, Noone ever really gives a shit. I know there's bigger things going on out there other than the shit I got going on, but yaknow, I just wish one person gave a fuck. no one takes me seriously. I have big emotions and it makes me look stupid as fuck
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I'm sorry you're going through so much! Sounds like it's a lot of smaller things building into one big issue. I understand who stressful that can be. Mental health is tough as it is, but a ton of stress can absolutely increase the challenges. Feel free to message me and vent since more if you need it.

I know how you feel. Sometimes I feel the same way message me if you feel like you need to talk to anyone

Pm me momma I’m going thru it rn to with 2 kids

I don’t think you’ll lose ur wic , my base pay is $4000 before taxes and I still qualified for it. I just didn’t put my husband’s income.

Ikr! It drives me nuts how you can explain what your going thru and it's like your speaking a different language. Maybe it's society's assumed expectations or just the sheer metamorphosis that only we go thru, but it's enough to losen all my screws. You are a good mom, your not worthless, they way I see it your putting one foot infront of the other and before you know it you'll be above water. Rely on the women on here, including me, and don't think that you talking to people is just complaining because your not crazy we see you and know you because we are here just like you just barely staying above water.

As cliche as it sounds take it one day at a time. I make a list of things I can do while she’s sleep that will take very little effort and time. Like what can I do in 5 mins, 10mins 20 mins. Before you do any cleaning at all eat, hydrate , pee those are the top three things . Then if you can manage it tackle one thing like the dishes don’t try to clean the whole house, just one thing. And then relax . Hope that helps

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