I need to vent

I have baby daddy drama soooo bad and need someone to talk to . Idk if I'm dramatic but I am not strong enough to leave this man I have no one to talk with. He keeps pushing my boundaries and I keep letting walk all over me he's manipulating my mind and I need support anyone I can call ? Or start a pod with I have trouble deciding how I want to handle my issue with everything involved I don't want to be the strong independent single mom but I Hate my quality of life rn someone shake me