Just Venting.

Firstly, i want to apologise if this becomes a long post. I am just literally typing what my emotions are saying at the moment. I want to say everything in details but at the same time i am too exhausted to explain. I am just tired trying. There was a point in time that i told myself maybe i was really the cause of most of the fights? (On top of my hormones post birth and etc).. But last year i was trying hard but his attitude is the same. So now i can completely see that even if i made a progress to change (coz we can only be responsible with OUR OWN actions) he is still the same but yet I GET THE BLAME. I don’t know how long i’m gonna be stupid for trying and staying to keep it whole for our baby. (Am i stupid for doing that? And wanting it?) Im o exhausted mentally , psychologically and emotionally. I am just literally crying right now while my baby is playing. Thank you. Sorry i just really want to keep it off my chest! I dunno if im still really doing it for my baby or im just too scared of starting the transition and the fear of being single? Is there a mom group for single parents or who are transitioning?

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I can't begin to imagine what you're going through but I hope venting helped you feel better. All I can say is you know what is best for you and your baby. Feel free to message if you need someone to talk to. In regard to groups, I'm not sure but you could check out bexley0-19 for services that may be offered.

@Christina thank you for taking time to read and to leave a message. Really appreciate it!❤️

Sending as much positive energy your way as possible. If you need to chat to vent, feel free to message. It can all get on top of you at times and especially if you’re the only one trying to make a situation better, you can feel like F this, what’s the point in trying. You’re definitely not stupid for wanting to stay together, that’s what everyone wants right? A happy home, to be loved and cared for and give love too. But, at some stage you’ll have to think is the mental anguish worth the possibly rare ‘happy times’ Your little one needs a healthy mum more than they need a 2 parent household. You’re doing no additional damage to your child and yourself by leaving than you would if you stayed in an aggressive relationship, mentally and emotionally drained. It’s always easy to tell a stranger on the internet “I wouldn’t stand for that, leave” but until you’re the one in it, it’s different. Just do what you think is best for you and your LO. Xx

@Aimie thank you❤️ ❤️

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