PTSD

Currently treating my csection PTSD with EMDR therapy. It's very intense and pretty difficult to go through but I've read people have amazing life changing results so I'm sticking with it.

@Brittany yea I have struggled with ptsd and bpd for so long and I’ve tried going to a therapist the problem is that they get to know me and here why I am the way I am and my problems and have me open up all my woulds to have me fix them and then bail on me before we can even start counseling and don’t give me any tools to help myself. Then I’m left to face my demons alone. And to top it all off I’ve tried help with everyone that will take my insurance and no one will help they all bail on me. And health care here sucks!

That's traumatizing in itself! Where are you located? My sister has a therapist she pays out of pocket, I think $50 or $60 per session. If you can afford it maybe try. And make it clear first session you have a history of abandonment and need someone reliable

I live in roseburg Oregon i’ve tried Therapist that take my insurance and I’ve tried Therapist that I pay out of pocket with and I have had no luck.