Just so emotional
I know this will be normal in some way. Just wanting to rant share feelings etc
Baby was born 4th January
I already have a son who is 20 months old. I can’t stop crying. I have overwhelming fear I’m going to lose my baby as in from ill health. I did with other one (feel this way) . But also I’m really upset that I won’t be having anymore and won’t be pregnant again. Not due to not being able to just lifestyle etc. I miss him being in my belly. I don’t like putting him down.
Crying whilst writing it. Just the love I have for my babies hurts so much
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Also I think the hormones after birth hit so much so this is normal xx
@Alex I re read my status and re wrote it. It sounded like I had baby taken away. I meant from ill health. My 20 month old was born not breathing and then continued having issues. He is all good now. And this one he was being taken away for tests of low temp and other things. I’m just so worried of losing them as my love is so strong. If that makes sense xx
Oh I’m glad he’s okay now! My little one ended in icu for a few days as his glucose and oxygen was low. It is terrifying xxx
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By lose your baby do you mean that he’s now 20 months old and classed as a toddler? X