Breaking Point

How do ya’ll do it? My bd is so disrespectful. He calls me names, tells me to die, threatens me and it’s so toxic. We are not together and don’t live together but whenever we are around each other cause of our daughter it’s chaos. I don’t have anyone else. My mom is crazy like actually mentally ill. I literally am on the verge of killing myself every other day. Mentally I am so exhausted from the mistreatment. I’m overwhelmed. I don’t want to do this anymore

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Please don’t go anywhere; your baby needs you! Can you block him and have contact through someone else ? Can you report his behaviour to someone for safe guarding? Xx

I'm so sorry you are being through this !! Is really hell. I understand what you feeling, and it's hard to deal with those feelings. I advise you to raise some boundaries, and don't let him cross some limits ,because if you don't, will got out of hand. If you can , there's centers you can bring your child so he can visit her from there ,so you don't have to be present. Don't believe in those words he is calling you ,do not internalize them. Anything is saying to you he is projecting. It might help if you talk with a mental health professionals ,there are many resources online ,chats that you can have someone to listen! It will not be always like this ,with time you will feel stronger and capable. Listen to your old Playlist songs, try to reconnect within yourself again, and don't let him get in your mind ,also don't let him perceive that he makes you feel that way.

Take a step back from the chaos and remember you are a mom now with a beautiful little angel! Separate yourself and find a way to put yourself in a better situation. You don’t need those people. You are enough. And you’re stronger than you think but you have to believe it 1st. I come from a family where every dream I have was always shot down and I moved away and been thriving ever since I prayed for the same for you because I was once in the same place.

Where abouts are you, speak to a domestic violence specialist and they should be able to provide support x

💔 Given all you're going through and lack of support, it's not uncommon to feel that way. From now on, only communicate through a parenting app. That way everything is documented and is valid in court. Also, what ways can you build your support system? Finding older women who are mother-like to confide in, building strong friendships, being active on here, therapy, other forums where you can vent. First and foremost you need more support since you are surrounded by toxic people. Dm me ❤️

https://talkingparents.com/ Brilliant communication tool Where abouts are you? X

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