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So bit of a decision I have to make next month . I’m sahm my bf works but being only provider we been struggling very hard and he makes it difficult w financial decisions he gambles alot and has drinking problems when he does . When he doesn’t life is good a money is great. It’s a roller coaster up an down. Our lease is up next month we have to get another apartment or renew the one we have . I am by myself not close to anyone or friends. Our relationship is not happy for either of us we both know that but we want to stay for our son and maybe have our relationship get better . . I can also leave and stay with my sister even tho I would feel like a burden to her and maybe get a job where my mom gma and sister can help w baby while I save and my bd can stay where he is an continue to work he will have two jobs coming up an instead of wasting bands on rent an barley having money to enjoy life he can get a savings going and live with his relative for free .. I don’t want to be away from him but also think if we go separate ways for a little it will help us both in the long run . I really don’t want to see him get with or be with anyone else but at the end of the day I need to be happy to an out my baby first. If u read all this thanks I just feel alone so venting helps