Venting I guess

Well before I got pregnant I was very depressed, isolating myself from everything and everybody. (Keep in mind I already have a three year old) but I was still very depressed and in a dark place everything was going wrong. All I did was smoke and stay home. Was out of a job for a very long time. My phone was off for more then 6 months. Was backed up on rent and bills extra. And then boom I got pregnant and I woke up one day and started trying to live again. I got a job. Found a way to get a working phone put my daughter in daycare. I stopped smoking. But now I’m thinking about terminating because me and my baby daddy just don’t get along I guess there’s no more love there. And I’m just scare that if I end this pregnancy ima end up in the same dark place. But I also don’t want to keep bringing kids into a broken home. I really don’t know what to do.

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Maybe this baby will be a fresh start for you. You don’t have to stay with the baby daddy. This baby could be the best thing that ever happened to you. Just take some time to think about it and do what’s right for you. O judgements here, you know what will be best for you girl! You got this!💕

Idk if I can do this by myself all over again 💔

I understand the feeling because truthfully as a mom I’ve been there before all of it ! If you and your baby dad are not working it out now bringing a baby into it will not make it better but if you feel more motivated and encouraged while being pregnant maybe this baby is what you need it’s hard to think about but you don’t wanna add more stress and complications to a situation that is a already stressful for you

@Nayy yea I don’t want to keep the kid to keep him. It’s just one day I woke up and started to live again. I just don’t want my baby to suffer

I don’t normally comment and I might not understand your story being that mine is different but the part that stood out to me is when you stated that you were very depressed and in a dark place because I’ve been there and still there in this current moment and I think other people fail to see that as mothers we go through a lot that goes unnoticed, but who cares. It’s a good idea to keep your child it really do gives you a purpose and somebody to love who loves you back but it can also break you if you end up in a situation where you’d have to be fighting to be in your child’s life because the other party decides to be petty and the worst part is when nobody but God is willing to listen to you and hear the truth so I’m not against a abortion now that I know how attached you can be to your child when you bring 1 in this would and not able to be there physically,mentally and emotionally and that wouldn’t be fair to a child, think it true no matter the decision mama u got this.💪🏾

@Tash it may sound selfish and fucked up but even with my first born it’s like I kinda gave up in life. I eventually just gave up and have no motivation. Felt like I had no purpose and I hate that for my kid. And now that I’m twelve weeks pregnant I’ve been a whole different person tbh

I commend you for your strength you did a 360 when your child was born depression isn’t easy to overcome at all and you did big hug to you

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