Idk its just one of those days…

Im pregnant with baby #2 i have so much anxiety with that on top of my lil working every nerve in my body lately ( the terrible 2s are literally 1 week away) and i dont recognize this baby anymore she like a sour patch kid on top of that i feel so lonely (in the sense of No village) my husband is an OT truck driver and and im literally drowning in thoughts of how the future is gonna be? I want more for myself than just having babies i feel so stagnant in life as i watch friends and family progress in careers/life its so hard to talk to my husband about these because he will never understand ( thats from previous convo)

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You ain’t alone. I’m starting to feel I’ll have more peace and happiness with just me and my son ( I have a babygirl due in July). The way I just want the best for me and my kids by being on a schedule being organized etc. that’s all I want. I’ll love myself enough to where I won’t be worried about love from anybody else but my kids. There childhood and the way they grow up is so important to me 😭😭😭😞

Hey mama! I just had my 2nd baby 4 months ago and my march baby was a preemie… I wish I could tell you it gets easier… 😩😞 I’ve been feeling really defeated myself these last couple of days. It’s been so rough. Especially without that female support in my life. But let me just remind you, you’re doing your very best.. give yourself grace, your body is a home right now while you’re trying to keep your home together. Your physically, mentally, emotionally being pushed to your limit right now, and you deserve nothing but just a moment. Make sure you’re forcing moments for yourself… whether that’s taking an extra 5 min in the shower or spending that extra 5 min slathering up on your skincare routine. Have grace with yourself. You’re doing great ✨ Feel free to message if you ever need a chat ❤️‍🩹

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