friends.

I just want someone who I can be close with. Like you see those girls with bsf, that go over to each others houses, go out and do things, just be each others ride or die? That’s what I want. I feel so lonely a lot of the times, my bsf is here but isn’t. She’s living her life, doing her own things most of the time. I keep trying to be present in people’s lives and putting myself out there but it’s like it’s not good enough. I know everyone has life happening but I just want to be good enough for a relationship like that.

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Ugh I feel u

Hey i can relate to you. But I think one of the other reasons why I don't have any friends other than my son, partner and his family is because from when I was around 13 I refused to talk to people who I felt didn't enjoy spending time with me, text me etc. Like I don't want to be with people who spend time with me out of pity or bc they have to interact with me (eg work or uni interactions). Maybe one day I'll find some friends who actually like me and want to spend time with me who knows

I can relate it's hard especially when everyone around is living their own life. My bestie and I try to meet at least once a month even if it's just a park picnic or doing something with my son.