So anxious🫨

As I get closer to my 12 week scan, the nerves and anxiety are in full swing and I think after having 5 recurring missed miscarriages (so I didn’t even know it was/had happened) all during the 8th week, that’s making it so much worse. Every ache, cramp, pain and weird feeling that I get.. I just can’t shake the feeling that something is wrong. I saw my little babe last week when I was 9 weeks, wiggling around with a strong heartbeat and I’m really trying to hold onto that positivity but it’s so damn hard😩