Night before ET…

Well here we are again. 3rd FET. The first was unfortunately a mc and the second gave me my rainbow girl after 9 years of waiting and trying. I feel different this time, probably because I am in full mum mode and haven’t had a chance to fully mentally prepare (if you can). But I do feel ready and positive. I go from feeling super positive to that dread feeling coming back. Sometimes I think I’m asking for too much for another blessing because we were so blessed to have our first baby after recurrent losses and an ectopic. I know God is good and I know my faith is bigger than my fear. Just venting and clearing my mind for tomorrow. Good luck to anyone in a similar boat. McDs fries, here I come- again! X😂🙏