I had 6 losses. 3 natural. 3 via ivf. No reasons ever found to why. Then naturally conceived my boy after years of not getting pregnant naturally. He is now 7 months. It’s so hard however as time goes on it gets easier however it’ll never be like someone who hasn’t experienced loss. Take a deep breath and if need be have scans to ease your mind. I was getting them done every 2 weeks until about 20 odd weeks then I went monthly. Once you feel them move it’s easier. Fingers and toes crossed for you. Xx
I now have a gorgeous boy nearly 1 after 3 losses and a successful 4th natural pregnancy. The anxiety in the beginning was crippling. I was literally a crazy woman. I hid it from all my friends and went away with hubby for my birthday (18 weeks) so they didn’t make plans. I hid it from work until I legally had 2 more days to tell them (24/25 weeks). I never posted I was pregnant on social media or until he was about 2 weeks old and only because my family were dying to post photos. Your feelings are completely normal. IT IS HARD. Take each day as it comes. You got this ❤️