Feeling angry

My baby is 5 weeks old (38 weeks corrected), my health visitor showed up to weigh her on Monday and didn’t say anything about feeling ill on Wednesday she rang me and said oh just to let you know I’ve come down with a really bad cold and I had it on Monday. And now I’m sat in A&E because my baby is struggling to breath and is sucking in at the ribs and isn’t taking her feeds. Surely a health visitor should know better 🤦‍♀️ I’m feeling so triggered right now with all the beeping of the machines (even down to the breast pump they’ve leant me as it’s the one I used in nicu) and everything going on and I’m in a completely different hospital in a completely different area as I was visiting my mother in law. I just want to go home and be with my son as well as he’s having a hard time watching me and my baby go off in a ambulance 🤦‍♀️😭