Managing loneliness

I am a FTM and feel so lonely. The only people around my area are my in-laws and my husband works very long hours (only see him when we sleep) so I feel like I’m only communicating with a baby and would do anything for some company. All of my support network lives far away and my in-laws I’d rather keep a distance from. Did anybody else struggle with loneliness after having a baby? The constant battle with housework, the need for a proper adult conversation or a drink with someone, all the days feeling like they mesh into one doing the same routine with your baby everyday? I love my baby so much but I miss my old life 😔