Rant

So I have a 3 almost 4 month old. He has a hard time getting to sleep at night and usually goes to sleep around 1 in the morning. So I had FINALLY got him to sleep at 10 pm and my boyfriend was on his game with his brother and he was talking. I was telling him to try and keep it down which is what I do every night. He finally got up and in the process he’s knocking shit over I was like dude and he explained to me he wasn’t trying to knock stuff over or be loud I told him he needs to pay attention to the things around him. He ends up waking him up so I was crying because I FINALLY put him to sleep and I have to get up at 9:30. Fast forward he’s currently trying to get him back asleep but he’s getting frustrated. It’s been about 35 minutes I want to say… the frustration is a turn off. I understand he’s human and this can be frustrating but it’s constant. The smallest things frustrate him which is why I take him and stay up as long as I have to in order for him to fall asleep He was rocking the bassinet to get him to sleep then says "dude I’m not rocking you anymore you aren’t going to sleep" then walks over and puts his head down as if he has a headache now. I’m just sitting over here like why didn’t you just give him to me instead of just leaving him over there knowing he’s about to get fussy He gets frustrated when he spits up too much, when he doesn’t fall asleep, when he’s crying really loud because he gets migraines 😒 when he knocks something over etc. its just a turn off and I would love to see him handle things differently 🥲 Sorry for the long rant but would this frustrate you too??