Lonely

I am feeling so lonely. I'm a SAHM to two kids a 3 1/2 yr old and a 8 month old. My son has been difficult since he came into this world. I love him so much but he has been such a challenge and continues to be. My daughter (8mnths) has been so easy it's been nice. But it's just me pretty much all the time because my husband travels work. I have no friends that we can meet up with and do play dates. I have gone this whole week with out speaking to an adult. I wish so badly my son had friends to play with and I had someone to go do things with. I have tried but living in utah we are outcasts and don't belong here. sorry i shouldn't complain.