Real Friends

I’m embarrassed to be writing this but I want to make friends but they need to live in nyc it’s easier for me. I’m from the Bronx. I’m 40 years old. I have 3 kids 17,7 and 5 years old. I’m looking for a best friend where if I don’t call them, they call me. We have conversations on the phone and we hang out even if you have to force me, be that annoying friend to each other.