I feel this. I'm so sorry. I have had 3 miscarriages and have always been unfailingly religious. It hurts every time and with each one I found I was struggling more to find my way back. You're doing your best. Talking to my husband helped me and just trying to still pray (though it was hard and I was clearly not listening well to God for a bit but even just the focus on being grateful for what i did have - my husband, my home, my dogs, my daughter) but going through the motions still got me through. You'll find your way back to Him and someday you'll get to be with those babies in heaven 💕🙏
I've actually been relying on my faith more during this whole pregnancy and even more now that it was a MMC. It's still hard as hell but I have faith that things will happen in the right time. (Even though I personally thought it was litterly the PERFECT time) 😢
Yes. My I am a Christian and have also been diving deeper into my faith. I've had multiple miscarriages and my husband always says that I need to have faith in God and to not loose it. I'm currently having another MMC and I am at my lowest. It's super hard. Praying for our faith and for rainbow babies. Sorry for your losses