Anyone else?

Does anyone else ever get in that head space where they just can't wait for their children to go to bed? It's not that I don't love them, I absolutely adore them, and it's not that I'm lazy and can't be bothered, I'd do anything for them. Somedays I just enjoy quiet, which I know with children doesn't happen, and when you're a parent you don't get quiet haha, but I just find myself clock watching. It's hard to explain, I think a part of me longs for some alone time, but I know another part of me would wonder why I wished the chaos away. Motherhood is bloody tough whether you're with or without them!