Missing my Maria

Hello! Im a new mom who just gave birth on the 21st of April! After having my baby, a little girl who I named Maria, I decided to make the decision to put her in voluntary foster care. I'm an NYC mom who is in the shelter system and I have schizophrenia, I want my baby of course, I just need the time to get my mental health better and to get my housing and a stable income, I know I made the best decision for myself and her and I should be getting housing very soon, I just miss my little girl so much. This is my first night back at the shelter and I want to see my baby :(