Hi Everyone

My termination was in 2016, I feel like it has a huge impact on my mental health and how I feel about myself and i havent been able to be intimate or close with him since it just feels completely wrong. (we are no longer together but still live together) I'm at a loss how to cope with it to be honest i buy random little things that are in a way little keep sakes and memories of him /her (named my baby Brookyln as never found out the sex)