Freeze time

Anyone just look at their newborn and just wish they could freeze time. My sweet baby is going on 3 weeks and as much as I was annoyed with the lack of sleep and my journey with breastfeeding I don’t want her to keep getting older. Like slow down the days 😭. I haven’t been sad in a few days and now my anxiety is revolving around time. Feeling like crap I gotta go back to work in February and my bf has to go back to work in December and it seems to be going by so fast. And as excited I am about thanksgiving and Christmas that just means she is getting older 😫. Is it just me?