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My grieving my baby really hard this morning the pregnancy hormones isn’t making it any easier. I just don’t understand why I deserved to lose my baby. I did everything right, I’m a good mommy, my babies are loved beyond words and well taken care of why did God take my baby from me? I don’t get it. I owed karma and paid for it in the worst way ever, I wish I could wake you up Khamrin. I wish so badly that in that hospital they would have saved you. It’s been 5 months since you’ve left us at 4 months old. My heart constantly calls out for you, tears constantly fall for you. It’s easy to say “god needed an angel” when it wasn’t your loved one. I don’t understand how someone could need MY baby more than me.

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Im sorry momma I can’t even begin to imagine

@Allison I’m in the group already, and thank you for your kind words🙏🏽🤍

@Makayla Johnson if you need to vent you can message me! I had a close friend lose her baby at 2 years old and she's currently pregnant again. Maybe I could get you guys in touch

I am so deeply sorry for your loss. Thinking of you at this terrible time 🩷

I’m so sorry.

Sending a warm hug your way.

Im so sorry Makayla. I believe God created a world in which horrible things can happen, but the horrible things aren’t his doing and he feels our sorrow with us. But he does help us heal and helps us make good even out of tragedy. So I would never tell you that God needed an Angel - it’s never right to lose your baby. I know you always dearly miss precious Khamrin

Oh my am so sorry 😞 for your loss.

He is beautiful. I will do something kind for someone in his name today. I am so sorry. I cannot imagine grieving the loss of your child. I haven’t lost a child, but I am happy to listen if you want to talk.

🥺🥺🥺🥺 so so so sorry 😞

Sorry to hear about this. I’m curious what happened ?

Second what Rebecca said 100%!! He is most definitely NOT our enemy, but only our friend. Was definitely not his doing either so please don't continue to blame him. Not his doing. I am so incredibly sorry for your loss as well mama.

@Samantha he passed away as he slept, SIDS

May allah give you patience and strength to deal with this huge loss, he is sooooo adorable, this life is a test i advice to read a quran or check death in islam it will help you understand a little bit more at least get a bigger picture, In brief the death of any child who didn't hit puberty yet goes to heaven and prophet Ibrahim and his wife sara take care of them and this sweet baby stand in front of heaven door refusing to enter on judgement day till he takes yoou with him if you passed this test, as in chapter 2:156-157( those who, when a calamity afflicts them, say, “To Allah we belong, and indeed to Him we are returning.”Upon those are pardons and mercy from their Lord, and those are the rightly guided.) Its really hard but usually we face these tests to get back to our creator as its so easily to be mislead in this age, i have seen your post multiple times but couldn't just pass by he took my heart away its really painful may allah reward you for this

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